last day of the year__

woOts.so long nv blogg.n dis shall b e last entry of yr 2oo5=))ermmm.im bloggin at zhiyuan hse now:SS hehh.blog at tcher's hse firs time hear rite...hehh.we waitin 4 lin n yy.so tt we can play majong...3short of 1 veri kelian wan lehh.hand itchy itchy dan cannot "swim"


die


haevn finish revisin amath.how_


hope i dun fail_________

post bbq

i have a confession to make.

no.

i have lots of confessions to make.

here goes:

i love zhiyuan.
i love tako.
i love zhenhan.
i love weiping.
i love jieting.
i love yunkai.
i love yonghao.
i love siheng.
i love joseph.
i love yuxuan.
i love yiyang.
i love meijun.
i love linxi.
i love ziyang.
i love qiuhong.
i love yuheng.
*big thanks to zhiyuan for being so entertaining and killing so many lives=))
*big thanks to tako for being there always ready to help and be eaten=))
*big thanks to zhenhan for always so supportive of all events=))
*big thanks to weiping for testing all the chicken wings=))
*big thanks to jieting for holding out the ready tray=))
*big thanks to yunkai for finishing all my water.just jk=))
*big thanks to yonghao for pushing me hard and high=))
*big thanks to siheng for all the r****t jokes=))
*big thanks to joseph for fanning and keeping the fire burning bright=))
*big thanks to yuxuan for sheltering me=))
*big thanks to yiyang for pouring drinks for me=))
*big thanks to meijun for being so crazy the whole night=))
*big thanks to linxi for eating all the food that i bbq-ed=))
*big thanks to ziyang for the comments you made on my food.just jk=))
*big thanks to qiuhong for the entertaining last item=))
*big thanks to yuheng for eating all my crabsticks and hotdogs=))

and last but not least.
big TANKKIEWWS to tze and lin.my 2 dear sis.
lurvve you two loads!!
without you two.even the most fun events would turn out so boringg..

muackks for tze and lin!!

bbq

woots!so many froggeiess.

yi zhi qing wa yi zhang zui.
liang zhi yan jing si tiao tui.
pu tong tiao xia shui.
pu tong tiao xia shui.

dere r so mani froggs at pasir ris park!!hmms.we shud hav alibaba bbq-in dem=pp but it was realli quite horrible.specially wen it cums to e nite.but tts nt main pt.e main pt is:

silver`05 bbq = DA BOMB!! [yayy!]]

so fun can.even thou it was rainin.more lik drizzling.we were doin gd.we opened lik....4.no 5 umbrellas?n we bbq-ed in e rain.hehh.so FUN.even thou dun hav animal conc ytd.we wen 2 play e spider web tingy.plus all e other stuff at e playgrd.omgg.i feel so childishh.but its realli so fun!!hehh.n e bbq itself was reali gd too!!ash flyin everiwhr so everione got older-.- n all e lame n r****t jokes.hmms.haha.dey were realli farni.

a beeeeg tankkiewss 2 all dere ytd.hope u all hav as much fun as i did.yupps.

lurrve ya all=))

stuckk

ytd's conf was so...WEIRD.so many ppl all of a sudden.so sad i had 2 go half way tru= but its fun aniwae.

it was all quite upsetting.but i did not feel a thing.im going cold.i am cold.

stuck at home.n e hw startin 2 look kinda...i dunno.ALOT.beta start soon.or else hav 2 pia last min again.ive had enuf of tt.but its lik.its e hols n i hav NO MOOD 2 exercise my brain tt regularly can.hais.lets jus take a step at a time n c wad happen.

-bleahh=

lalala

e music hasnt even started.but i cant bear 2 face it -.-

can you?


im sorry





i cant bring myself to face it____________




but.


who even cares??

bad______worst =|

as if tings r nt bad enuf alr.dey r jus gettin frm bad 2 wors.at least i tink so.i dunno.mayb tts nt tru 4 everi1.hmms.i wonder.sumtimes wen u noe too much.u reali feel BAD.WAY BAD.

tings r fallin apart.n i cant seem 2 find e rite glue 2 piece dem back!!!plus i dun hav e heart 2 leave it alone.if onli i culd.but.wuld i? *turns blind eye*

n as 4 THAT PERSON.please leave me ALONE.n GET LOST__________ *angryy*

unthinkable-

i wished i din noe.realli.nw i feel realli badd.she did nt actuali blame me.buit i realli feel bad.i mean.dey're bof my gd frens.bro n sis.hell.omgg.i realli feel veri mean n sadd n...wadeverr.as in.i mean.i dunno.i cant express myself.i cant talk.i cant tel wads gg on.

n i dun wanna noe wads gg on.it mayb beta nt 2 noe sumtimes.realli.

i wishedd i never knew.

``unthinkable_thoughts________

concentrate!!!

chicken lil in chin turns out 2 b GREAT!!!esp e rap in HOKKIEN.can u imagine??so cute lahh.n cartel in ps is e BEST.j8 n tp mall bof nt up 2 tt standard.hehh.

lets all concentrate in e mrt!!!
piak piak
quack quack
flip flop
blurb blurb

______its good to have some FUN in the mrt!! =))

concentrate!!!

chicken lil in chin turns out 2 b GREAT!!!esp e rap in HOKKIEN.can u imagine??so cute lahh.n cartel in ps is e BEST.j8 n tp mall bof nt up 2 tt standard.hehh.

lets all concentrate in e mrt!!!
piak piak
quack quack
flip flop
blurb blurb

______its good to have some FUN in the mrt!! =))

timingg

woohoo.2 entries 2dae.hehh.veri unlik me.but im.ya.checking chicken lil chin timinggg.where isit...e pg isnt refreshin!!!wait--------its comingg:chicken lil.chin version timinggs:
11:00AM 1:00PM 3:00PM 5:00PM
yupps.so um.take ur pick=))


oya.so our bbq is set on 22dec at pasir ris carpark E pit 4.yupps.den umm.come at anitime u wan.we'll b dere.cya!!


-cant wait-

long time no see

wootsies.its been quite sum time since i last blogged.ummm.cux quite bz.ya.so basically e 3 days n 7 per4mances r all nicely detailed in tze n lin's bloggs=)) yupps.so ermm.thnx everyone: minhan.meijun.leeyan.ziyang.qiuhong.linxi.n yuanxiang 4 jus being dere.n yisong 4 e music.n tze my dear.n of cux nt 4gettin lin my darr partner=))w/o ani1 of u e per4mance wuld nt b complete.we all rock!!so e beeeg tankkieww 2 all u guys!!n as 4 e comments by other ppl.nvm.we all hav our own taste.sum tink its lame.but sum almos cried!!yayy.at least we touched sum1.so jiayou peeps=)) n now its e door dance.men zhi wu.but nw as tze put it.its chair zhi wu.i dun even wanna tink abt how heavy e actual door is.omgg.wad if it falls on sum1 durin prac? *squishedd* ouch.tt realli hurts.aniway.jiayou 1 n all =)) n lets try 2 settle our bbq........

stonning in shenyangg

omgg.its been loong since i last blogged=))hehh.cux too many stuff 2 do lahh.aniway,we r given net time in shenyang so here i am.haha.umm.everything is fine n nice.yeshh.but its so...brrr.cold.hehh.but after u get used 2 it its nt tt bad animore.keke.hope everythin in spore n everi1 at home is alrite.hope tt silver eoy per4mance prac is gg well even if i cannot go.i shall support ur mentalli!!!jiayou!hehh.n hope tt all ppl in alibaba is fine too.xpecially e dadaos.veri tired horhh.but still mus jiayou too.yesh even thou i onli door but stil hope tt so far prac is nice.n umm.yesh.dere is nt mush 2 shop here actualli.but e host fam is NICE.but....oops.i tink i lost sumtin.hope can get it back.boohoo.deadedd.haix.if cannot den veri veri veri sadd!!! *criess and sobbbs* but nvm.i wil get over it cux i sil got more stuff.but jus veri....dunno how 2 say.

_________wishing all well at home=))


ps
SY likes SY!!!!
but now..aiyo.how cum so fast wil hav change of heart alr....tsk tskk

cutt

firs time in....5 yrs?i got short hair again.hee=))

tankkieww 2 rachel 4 e bangle btw=))

aww.eoys r nearin.n im no where near studying.or starting for tt matter.gagg me.bleahhh=S

moon cakeyy-

yayy.zhong qiu jie over.but tt means eoys cumin. =((

cross country-

aiyo.so sadd lahh.stef leavin us.mus rmb us kk.how cum my class always hav sum one leavin wan.so sadd.aniwae.cross country is always so sadd case too.walked half way.ran half way wif sher n sy n xian?dunno.kinda lost track.so sweatty.haha.den umm.wen j8 for dinner wif jiehui.meijie.xianhuan.ya.den ummm.shopped ard.wanted to watch movie at firs.but all so late--.wadeverr.ummm.stil haven shop enuf lehh.shall mugg/shopp tmr.until im satisfied.

screwed-

i am seriously screwed beyond words.i am now doubtin if i can even promote.serious.all i wan is to b able to promote.o.n not to get kicked outta IP.die.die.at dis rate im gg.im abt to guess tt its highly possible for me to get kickked out.OUCH.tt realli hurts.

you know what?

the truth hurts

tesstt-

yayy.2dae its my bdae.BUT.guess wad.i got 2 tests!!or shud i say i used to have 2..cus guess wad.mrs yeo cancelled it..arghh.i studied so hard ytd nite can.den i neglected my chin.so sadd lahh.haixx.minzhi is gloating over my misfortune.boo.wadeva.i so rather we hav it 2dae lahh.den nid to study again cus on fri.haixx.mus jia ba jing.


i guess the teachers can be so forgetfull

they forgot that we are only 15

tesstt-

yayy.2dae its my bdae.BUT.guess wad.i got 2 tests!!or shud i say i used to have 2..cus guess wad.mrs yeo cancelled it..arghh.i studied so hard ytd nite can.den i neglected my chin.so sadd lahh.haixx.minzhi is gloating over my misfortune.boo.wadeva.i so rather we hav it 2dae lahh.den nid to study again cus on fri.haixx.mus jia ba jing.


i guess the teachers can be so forgetfull

they forgot that we are only 15

tesstt-

yayy.2dae its my bdae.BUT.guess wad.i got 2 tests!!or shud i say i used to have 2..cus guess wad.mrs yeo cancelled it..arghh.i studied so hard ytd nite can.den i neglected my chin.so sadd lahh.haixx.minzhi is gloating over my misfortune.boo.wadeva.i so rather we hav it 2dae lahh.den nid to study again cus on fri.haixx.mus jia ba jing.


i guess the teachers can be so forgetfull

they forgot that we are only 15

tesstt-

yayy.2dae its my bdae.BUT.guess wad.i got 2 tests!!or shud i say i used to have 2..cus guess wad.mrs yeo cancelled it..arghh.i studied so hard ytd nite can.den i neglected my chin.so sadd lahh.haixx.minzhi is gloating over my misfortune.boo.wadeva.i so rather we hav it 2dae lahh.den nid to study again cus on fri.haixx.mus jia ba jing.


i guess the teachers can be so forgetfull

they forgot that we are only 15

tesstt-

yayy.2dae its my bdae.BUT.guess wad.i got 2 tests!!or shud i say i used to have 2..cus guess wad.mrs yeo cancelled it..arghh.i studied so hard ytd nite can.den i neglected my chin.so sadd lahh.haixx.minzhi is gloating over my misfortune.boo.wadeva.i so rather we hav it 2dae lahh.den nid to study again cus on fri.haixx.mus jia ba jing.


i guess the teachers can be so forgetfull

they forgot that we are only 15

sabbs[2]

ok.i take it bac.its gettin quite borin.at least its in e lab.got aircon.hehh.but sadd lahh.got assignment.aw.crude.he's comin=((

sabbs-

its definitely more interestin.but ermmm.i tink e other wan its more fun lahh.so sadd.choose e rong sabb.nvm.cant do anitin nw.im feelin so lagg.in everitin.my life is sooo lagg.helpp.i nid e wkends.

oops.veri long nv blog liaox lahh.can tel tt my hols veri sadd case. sian diaoz.mr n mrs smith rocks.yayy.ask tt ques again.haha.umm.nid to free up one day nex wk.but cannot b fri.isit gt sumtin on?zhz,isit e party...hmmmm.ok.err.on e brite side.im ALMOS done wif chem sia.haha.i win!!!

hols?-_-"

my hols is juz a 2nd torture chamber frm sch.nth lik retreat frm sch.im in sch lik almos as often.w/o e lessons.(pheww)*breakin free!!!i wanna go out.

advanced life science--

oooo.advanced life science.not tt bad lahh.at least i hav sumtin 2 look 4ward to.cus dey promised 2 let us watch jurasic park.haha.yayy.beta b tru.=)hopeful grins.mi wanna go work dis hols.hope got enuf time.

to get the anti sense strand, jus change e thymine to uracil.ummmm.

advanced life sicence?-not so much

ummm.i tot sabaticals were supposed 2 b FUN.or at least um interestin.mine is SO not.ok.environmental gets 2 keep frogs n catch flies n mozzies.us?we r loadin dye in2 e agaorse gel.environmental gets 2 go out n collect water smaples.us?we r learnin abt polylerase chain reaction.dun get mi rong. i mean, dose tings may reali b helpful.but how r u supposed 2 work up ani enthusiasm abt it wen ur lik tryin 2 keep ur eyes open.ok.wadeva.dis is kind of a bad start 4 sabaticals.

drippin.mess-

sniff-
i am sick!boohoo.so sadd.my nose is drippin lik crazee.i feel tt its gonna drop off ani momment.noooo.i lurve my nose.help.i feel so badd.

smashedd-

i feel lik a total IDIOT.i ask u.hu wld b so stoopid 2 leave her calculate in sch wen she has maths hw?i'll tel u hu.ME.omg.i totally CANNOT stand myself.e wk is horrible.granted tt dere's no test but SO?ok.wadeva.aw crude-i hate sch.

pieces to form a puzzle-

csmm

met fourerers at e bus stop.e bus stop is FLOODED wif ny girls.n its lik a 304 gatherin??ok.wadeva.den um wen in.sooo hot n stuffy.den start.den mi n siying wen tour tchs.not realli lahh.wen toilet.den saw um.mdm mak?den saw jiehui n her fren.den her fren wen bac.xianhuan came.we wen hall 2 slackkk.haha.den wanted 2 prank someone.den not successful den wanted 2 prank someone else.but oso din.den canteen.den yanyin n suelynn were studyin in e canteen.suelynn u owe mi a beeeg thank euu.haha.den um finish.wen out wif sherr jia n siying.wen suntec.NYDC ROCKS...yayy.i lurve e boo boo cake.mus cum again.but too bad e lemon shiver outa stock.so sadd.nvm.cumin bac nex sat=)den jin n fang came.den wen esplanade.den shop abit.wen home.

when you love someone no amount of stress is going to put you off-
when you hate someone the tinest anount of stress will put you off-

rarr.304.rocks-

rarrr.yayy.304 rocks my lime green sockss!!we so rule lemi tel u.heh.basicali met wif sherr on e mrt at city hall.but she in e middle den mi in e firs carriage den umm.lik cannot squeeze tru.hehh.den um wen sherr finally managed 2 squeeze 2 e firs carriage.onli lef lik 4 stops?haha.ok.i appreciate sherr's effort=p den um. met jing n jiaen.den wen 2 ntuc pasir ris 2 buy food.so sadd.me nid buy food again.i tot 4 once i dun nid 2 buy food lahh.but sadli.not tru.so um wen buy e usual stuff lorrh.den we bot prawns n sotong oso.yumm.heh.den carried e heeaavie stuff bac.cuz dere's lik 8kg of cihcken wings n lik 24 botles of 1.5l drink?wadeva.so we took cabb.haha.den reach dere.started 2 prepare.poke e satay sticks.marinate e chicken wings.wash e stuff.yayy.den um wen down 2 start e fire.UNFORTUNATELY it was RAININ!!!so sadd.den we tried 2 start e fire in e RAIN.n im so proud of 304.we managed 2 start a fire in e WET pit in e RAIN!!woohooo.yayy.we so rock can.yanan says helen is sexy! i love helen! helen is my life, my one and only omgz muckxxx.haha/back 2 tian again.um den some pple veri slack.stay in e rm.shussh.we all noe hu isit ritee.haha.den um we started 2 bbq.den umtook pix.den rain stop.den we wen rm n PLAY.den mi n jing decided not 2 stay over animore.so um fool ard somore.den xians daddy fetch mi home.tankieww.

we shud cum u pwif a list of pple tt we wanna kill-

breakin.record=)

hah.nanyang girls broke e record--we made e world's longest popiah!!ok.do i sound ego or wad.n i oso broke my personal record.i tink 2day is e day wen i sweated more sweat den ani day.seriously.more den sports meet.more den 2.4.more den maybe even obs 4 e matter.aniway.tts jus it.we laid e skin.we overlapped e skin.we put e lettuce.we dried e turnips.we laid e turnips.we laid e egg.we laid e bean sprouts.or was it bean sprouts firs?den we sprinkled e crispy garlic.den we sprinkled e peanuts.den we rolled.den we rolled again.n all e time.we.were.sweatin.but it was quite fun.ya.den um tts jus it.look out 4 e world's longest sushi nex yr=D

yayy.done again--

yayy.im done again!!wheee.dis time its more umm, DONE.im done wif chin chem n bio spa. all in 1 day.one after another.=)DONE.DONE.DONE.load off e shoulder n i wanna doooooooodle-

doodling.in.complete.whiteness.

smudged?

breathless::

yayy.im done.done wif my geog test.so i at least can take a deeeeepp breath now.*breathe in. breathe out*but um. i hav chin.chem n lang arts nex wk.so deaded.so NOT lookin 4ward 2 e sports meet.haixx.but on e other side.yay.cuz can go out wif my sesame!haha.lamed off-

your future depends on your dreams

so go to sleep

friends-

friends are angels who lift you with fluttering wings to the heights of heaven...
back stabbers are those who lift you up...
and dumped you down.
-hard.

constantine-

omg.tt guy is cool.yesh.but not as cool as lin zheng ying.no one can b as coll as him wen it comes 2 ghost/vamps busters.heh.wen 2 watch constantine 2dae.quite nicey.yesh.den wen take neos.look so eeeuuu.e neo takin season over liaox.so.um.but not as bad as i xpected.den wen look at e album.realised tt our page aloms full liaox..whee.so fun.heh.den wen mac.den mi n tze started listin sum criteria.hehe.sooooooo fun.but i feel so unrealistic.so...lame.wadeva.

demons and angels. they rock too.not more than angels and demons though_

breathing with ease__

yayy.im done.tts it.im done wif e tests.no more tests!!!yayy.or at least until e end of dis term.n guess wad.im so so so dead.cuz i jux flunked 3tests in a row.n i got a feelin im gonna flunk one more.makin it 4 in a row.isnt it nice.im jus soooo smart i completely hate myself.wadeva.aniwae.i completely heck heck HECK now.cuz at least i can slow down.but got sias.n assignments.n did i mentioned tt stil got alot of hw?damnit.no slack.no slack.at least wkends cumin.can slack more.o no.wk ends cumin tt means mux go hkhk!!!argh.so borringgggg.i dun lik dere dis yr.not nice.i miss wang laoshi.[pouttxx.n.angree]go dere listen 2 story n study clit.OMGGGG.wad is happenin?! we r doin CLIT at hkhk.she is teachin us how 2 rite gd essays wif suspense so as 2 catch a reader's attention!!!does tt sound lik a ZUO WEN BAN 2 u???n so many pple pon.[nt fair-pouuttss again]my half is so pathetic tt dere's onli lik 8,9 pple??wadeva.

`never take things seriously-you just might regret it___

updates-

whee.so sad.so long nv update liaox..shall update nw.since its geog free period.n im supposed 2 b either: studyin 4 tingxie, bio test tmr,or math test oso tmr.yesh.but sadly,im blogging.so wadeva.um.so i stopped at lik 1wk b4 cny.so cny.
day b4:had 2 cum sch hi chun.cuz dis yr our specil hol is on fri.but im not complanin.so nvm.hiuchun is stoopid.ok lahhx.nt say realli stoopid but not fun at all.den we had dis lame-o family tree.heh.304rocks.den wen out wif sher quan sj dey all.den mi n audrey at firs tot we wil b late but turn out we e earliet lorhhx.so lik um quite surprising.den waited quite long 4 dem.den we wen eat pasta at cine.saw feeb.den wen fareast.took neos wif drey.sher.quan.sj.jiaxi.yesh.den saw sze n her fren.yesh.den wen home.cux we ll nid 2 go home renuion dinner.den wen grandma hse.den ate.den watch kungfu 4 e 6th time.but stil can laff over e lame stuff.den dey din gamble.dunno y os.wenhome quite earli.so dottx.n sher din call mi wen she said she wil.*pouttxx*
1st day:wen visitin.den at nite wen grandma hse.den dunno y lik veri sianx.no mood at all.dey onli lik gamble abit onli.den veri earli go home liaox.so weird lorhhx.dunno y dis yr lik completeli no mood at all.not onli mi but everione oso lik im.so weirdd...
2nd day:wen ate at restaaurat.den no mood again...so sad.
3rd day: yayy.got special hols.wen sentosa wif 304 pple.supposed 2 b class gatherin.but abit lik veir little pple go lydat.den so sad.onli mi sher gwen siying wanrong jia jiaen suhui msyeo.yesh.den we tanned 4 quite som time.den we wen habourfront eat pasta [again]den mi n sher wen j8.buy vdays prezziex.yesh.den we spen lik super long time at e ntuc sweets n chocs dere. tryin 2 c wich is lik e nicest but cheapest sweets.heh.den in e end buy lollies.heh.den wen home.ate steamboat again.whee..
4th day: wen visitin wif so called family.but oso veri lil pple go.mi tze lin sze yx zh yy ys yonghao...ya.so lil lorhhx.haix.nvm.den zhiyuan join us later.den lin lef halfway.so sad.den wen yonhao hse.but onli mi tze yy zh n him lahhx.den play majiong.den SOMEONE veri bad host lorhx.erhem.but tt SOMEONE's doggie soooo cute!!!i lurve e doggieee..den veir late so we took cab home.e driver cock up wan lorhhx.den lik rao lai rao qu.den veri vei super ex.oya.ur stil nid pay mi 4 e cab fare kaeshh.
5th day:cousins dey all came up.play majiong 4 e whole day.n tts abt it.

so basically i onli onli n onli playyed.yesh.n din touch my bag or hw.cus weneva i hav free time i was lik doin e vday prezziex.ya.so now.its lik so dead cux tmr got 2 tests.nex wk got another 2 tests.n i realised i dun understand anitin at all.
-so dead-

squishedd.

badly squished______

so sianx.
i am so pissed off wif sch wk n home wk n assignments n tests n sia(s).

dis is so disheartenin.

my sec3 yr is doomed-

wadeva

so.sad.

so sad lahx.huiguan is gettin borin!!!!how can.i miss wang laoshi.so sad lahx.haix.nvm.i shall b guai n not complain n go nex wk.yisong say dey wad design games n i kena e more um not so vigorous wan.so lik ya.but wadeva.i shall b nice n guai.heehee.but tts HARD.aiya.wadeva.

lookin 4ward 2 cny.

8daes.til.cny____

taboo games of youth-

wen watch dis chin show wif jess.not bad lahx.quite nice.but b4 e show got alot of pple wen 2 tok.den we saw xiao zhang.den we were lik whao.heh.den um basically jux lydat lorx.but e show realli quite nice lahx.veri reflective.den lik portray e students nowadays veri well.but mayb its e exageratted(sp?!)tingy.yesh.but in all its nice.

*wad.r.we.becumin.nowadays?__

304rocks.

whee.304 is so bonded.we juz had our firs class gatherin.heh.at chinatown on hari raya no less.whee.its lik quite fun lorx.cus miss yeo got go oso.but its lik chao chao chao squeeeezy.but nvm.tts lik e whole pt of goin 2 chinatown.4 e atmosphere.den e stuff dere r quite um.um.um.ya.lydat lorx.wadeva.heh.den dey bot sum stuff 4 class deco 4 cny.yesh.den dere's dis rooster hat or sumtin lydat.wich is lik damn cute lahx.oso hav cai shen ye hat.den e hat is lik balloon tt type wan.inflatable wan.so cute can.hehe.but din buy lahx.but kuai le de shi guan guo de zhen kuai.so we 881 lorx.

whee.i lurve my fone.

heh.i finally managed 2 get rid of my stoopid old nokia fone.its lik so damn scratched lahx.den my mom same model as mi can trade 4 100bucks mine too scratched so onli 90bucks..wad the.but nvm.i stil get my new fone.woots.i lurve my new fone!!!

*mux.learn.2.take.care.of.new.fone__
______irrisistable.

we're all just gonna die-

i wished i nv saw tt.
we're all juz gonna die.
so y bother.e sooner e beta.
life's so empty.no.
its too full.of unecessary stuff.
we're all suffocatin.
arent we.
we're all gonna die.
so wad's e problem?
sometimes i wished i can start all over.
again.
life is never a bed of roses.
its lik a bed of cabbage.
rotten.
waitin 4 death.
waitin 4 everything.
to finish.
we're all gonna die.
someday.
sometime.
so jus let it end.
it mayb beta.
hu noes?

homeeee_*

awww.feel so sick.tt's y now at home even thou its 9.50 in the mornin.so sad can.my throat hurts.n i tink i noe y.cuz ytd had dance prac.den i feel quite sick liaox.den we non stop at audi 2 walk stage.den keep on nv drink water.den veri thirsty stil nv drink.den i tink is lydat tt's y i cannot tok now!!wadeva.my head hurts.my throat hurts n i cant tok.so i shal stay at home n do all my undone hw.yesh.

why.we.must.curtail.the.pagan.ritual.of.chopping.down.pine.trees.if.we.are.going.to.repair.the.ozone.layer______

boringggg__

ok.wadeva.i miss wang laoshi.i wan wang laoshi!!!*poutx.*han laoshi nice oso lah.but e activity not sae veri fun lorx.wadeva.wadeva.so um SOMEONEwans mi 2 rite abt him so i shal add in sumtin.um.e vcd rite.its 1buck per vcd.den um if i rent lik 5 lydat 4 u can u finish in one wk.ya.cuz if u cannot finish wil nid pay more.ya.den i rent mr vampire 1,2,3 n ren xia ren.ren xia gui.gui xia ren.gui xia gui.so lik 7 liaox lorx.but may not hav all.yesh.den um zoom back.so um lik nth much durin class lorx.haix.sianx.nvm.shall look 4ward 2 silver per4mance.[again]

___________bored.till.death.
but.still.have.hw___________

i lurve my job__

whee.dose kids r sooo cute!!!hehe.i 4get most frm e firs class liaox.xcept tt jiang wei zhi.he lik was hyper active lahx.den e 2nd class...i cant wait 2 c dem again on silver per4mance!!!whee.althou tts lik super long long long long later.but nvm.i stil lookin 4ward 2 tt.=)tt yuan ning is chao cute.den tt xuan hui oso.she lik so sweet lah..den um got hu else arx.o ya.tt sheng wen n ze long.dey look lik smaller version of junyi n yunkai.den tt sheng wen oso call sammuel can.so qiao.hehe.he veri cute lorx.as in not cute cute but cute.he grow up confirm veri cute wan.heh.den tt zelong.um eyes look ABIT lik junyi.heh.den stil got tt huang wei.tt wan xiao da bo lorx.den stil hav um yi tai.tt wan is oso hyper active wan lah.stil got xiu wen n jiawen..t 2 chao quiet.but nvm.gals cannot too talkative.den e rest 4get liaox.aniwae.we got sumtin frm laoshi.yesh.but its a secret...shhhhhhh.hehe.den yesh.jiu zhe yang.

schoool_

haix.sp it lik bac 2 all dose stuff again.hw.assigments.tryin 2 keep awake in class.n u noe.dose regular schoolin stuff.um.but dis yr.abit e diff.cuz got SIAs....grr.i hav lik 8 subjects SIAs can..so sianx lorx..haix.but at least can combine.so not tt bad lahx.den mux do wad passionata 4 LA oso.tt wan stil quite ez..mi did WRITIN!!!whee.heh.den um chin can do alone..math i chose 2 do e set of ques wan so oso do alone.chem do foof chem.bio stil dunno.ss combine LA.den cme i TINK can combine wif chin.den lef geog.n geog is lik so damn difficult can.e textbk lik so damn cheem...help squirtle....i need HELP!!!bleahx.den chen stil quite ok...bio is lik so damn fast n 100 times more cheem den geog.at least i can understand abit 4 geog.bio i totally DO NOT understand...wad e..wadeva.lookin 4ward 2 wk ends again.i wanna relax!!!

-already.suffocated-
what am i gonna do when the tests are here??!!!

cutee.kidos*

kaesh.well.mi n tze wen huiguan 2 help out wif dose new firs time kids.yesh.den veri farni.cuz can c alot of daddy daddy.i dun wan i dun wan.den lik chao cuteee!!den all e kids oso veri cute.is all k1s i tink.if im not wrong.lik all small small sweet sweet wan..BUT i lik dose frm e performance BETTER!!!dose r CUTER.hehe.um.den dey were playin dis lian hua lian hua ji yue kai game.den dey all damn cutee.heh.den another tcher came in.den dey learned e wo de xiao zhong tt song.veri cute.heh.den its time 2 go home!!so mi n tze wen central walk walk 2 find lunch.n somehow.we ended up at pizzahut.oops.i gotta BAAADDD feelin.we're splurgin again!!!ok wadeva.im not walkin out after i've lik sat down n looked at e menu 4 lik 10mins alr.nvm.den mi ate lasagna(mmmmm..so nicee)den tze ate creamy chicken.den we added e drumlets.ok.tt seriously ROCKS.i lurveee tt.its realli damn damn nicee.i everytime eat pizzahut sure confirm mux eat tt wan wan.heh.den we were abit late.den wen back 2 huiguan.den abt e same ting.wen 2 look after e kids.den dey played e lian hua lian hua ji yue kai game again.den dey sang e wo de xiao zhong song again.den its time 2 go off again...den rainin.so mi n tze wen office.not to jian xiao zhang.but 2 do hw.den slack slack abit den wen home.

day.one*

whee.im back at sch.ok.its not as bad as i tot it'll b.um.yesh.so big deal.im e onli one in 2/2 tt goes dere.but aniwae.its stil quite ok..BUT its stil SCH.so im lik wishin 4 e wkends 2 cum sooner.den can c fam!!tts not realli e point.den can relax.get away frm sch.assignments.stress.hw.tchers.ya.but i stil wanna c u guys.hee.umm.so wads dere 2 report.nth basically.wait......yesh.ms yeo is my form tcher.yesh.ok lahx.she's quite nice.n she's actualli a REEEEAAAALLLLYYY gd tcher.but she can b quite strict sometimes.den my maths abit e not so pro yuo mei you.den sumtimes realli nid abit more time den can understand.yuppx.so sumtimes feel abit e stressed.but um im stil copin fine.at least 4 now.ok.wadeva.i can n wil cope dis yr.yesh.

back.to.school.blues*

ok.im really in a back-to-school-blues mood.sigh.last day of hols.packed my rm.n i really mean pack k.i dug out all dose um rubbish?um ya.i cant believe i actualli hav so much junk in my rm can.ok.wadeva.den um packed my bk shelves.n i realised i mux hav spent a fortune on dose stuff.n an equally big fortune on my neos.um.definitely definitely definitely more den a 100bucks.ok.wadeva again.den um dug out all 7 of my musical boxes.quite nice actually.jus not enuf space.den dug out all my diaries.dug out all my bags.n dug out more stuff.e list can go on 4 quite sum time.den um.its lik rainin non stop outside.its so dark n gloomy n its makin me feel quite depressed.lik its e end of e world n things r not gonne b beta n tt kinda feelings.im reeeeaaallllyyy feelin quite bad abt tmr.its gonna b disasterous.or howeva u spell it.im in no mood 2 b all posh abt my spellin.den um.basically tts my borin day.so blue.so down.

`feelin.down.in.dumps_